Hey guys, I'm Holly, 16, England.


I'm a bit of a sporadic tumblrer if I am honest, I don't want to be a cliche.



I am using tumblr to help me recover from my anorexia.

I choose to recover. I choose to rid myself completley of the vile hatred that took my life away from me. I choose to live my life to the maximum, free from any restriction.

I choose to be Holly, to live life under my identity, and to do all of the amazing things capable of a human being. Everything I wouldn't be able to do.

So I guess my tumblr is full of amazing things that will help me get there, things that help me see how great life is, without it.
I dont really inderstand tumblr that well, and i dont plan on it, and i certaintlry dont want to become 'tumblr famous', but I would love to think that I could help motivate some of you who are struggling, or who are at the same stages as me. However, please be aware that I am still recovering, and so will still get majorly affected by anything triggering.

I refuse to dedicate all of my time to my 'recovery'. It's not letting go.
And I want it gone. Completley.

But you can’t get away from yourself. You can’t decide not to see yourself anymore. You can’t decide to turn off the noise in your head.

Jay AsherThirteen Reasons Why (via vahc)

(Source: 13neighbors, via recoveryisbeautiful)

Kiss my ass anorexia: Recovery is:

kissmyassanorexia:

A cake breakfast in Starbucks with friends. Drinking frothy, milky coffee in the bath. Reading long, funny books and laughing to yourself. Swimming in a crowded pool with a good friend. Dancing into the night. Concerts and festivals at last minute. Late nights and late breakfasts. Long rambling…

I am forever engaged in a silent battle in my head over whether or not to lift the fork to my mouth, and when I talk myself into doing so, I taste only shame.

— Jenna Morrow. (via lifetastesbetterthanskinnyfeels)

  • daily reminder: the more calories you eat the faster your body can fix itself
  • daily reminder: if you're not recovering from your eating disorder you're dying from it
  • daily reminder: numbers can not measure your worth
  • daily reminder: food tastes way better than skinny feels
  • daily reminder: love and appreciate your body because its the only one you have
  • daily reminder: accept the things you can not change
  • daily reminder: recovery ends in self love
  • daily reminder: treat yo self